Sea Of Tormentation

Am I drowning in the sea of tormentation?
Depths way below the critical exasperation.
Had bathed & tasted the Sea of Tranquility,
How did I reach this state of sad and pity?

Why are my thoughts an untangled knot?
So much love I gave, this is what I got.
Head burning, naked to the lethal acid rain,
Shoot,the end,tread the paths of Kurt Cobain.

Am I a loser of precious life,was my hero,Kurt one?
Where is my Nirvana? What have I done?
Guess I will die every night to live on the next day,
To reflect on my Karma amongst anguish and dismay.....