I Hate My Love

I hate you darling , I hate you so much.
I shudder at every thought of your touch.
The feeling that once brought joy to my life,
Has left me hollow with angiush and strife.

Those were the nights when we were one soul,
But days now have spun my life outta control.
I am a loser and my undying love has lost,
A few memoirs remain but at a very heavy cost.

Memories that I will cherish in the days of regret,
Full of your warmth, I would try but never forget.
But my mind is too feeble,for I sinned to love you.
Your love died for me as my boundless love grew.

I leave with a happy note, think I never was.
Roll on with your life, live for a new cause.
In the ocean of new friends, surf in the lovely tides.
Whilst I while away, living in everyday suicides.