The ReasoN Behind The BloG

A friend questioned me,"Raj,why the hell do you blog?
Is it the worthless limelight that u wanna hog?
Why have a theme that's distorted and depressing?
Why project a mindset so distant from the real thing?"

But I ask him,"Did you really know me that less?
To think behind my smile there is always happiness?
I share my joy,but prefer to keep sorrow only to me.
So I blog when I need to be in touch with reality.

So next time you read my blog dear friend,
Try being lesser critical and more kind.
In recognizing the fact that for every line,
A million thoughts have crossed my mind."

Know,what you read is straight from my heart,
Albeit my phase sad and my mood not light.
But sadness and helplessness lead to frustration.
And to break the cycle, I get this drive to write.

Why the hell should I spurn recognition?
I've put in my costly time and stripped my own soul.
And talking about your "Worthless limelight"...
I suggest you can shove it up your asshole."